this is - how bad i was before (in a way)

i wasnt good last few days. a friend of mine, was arrested due to drug possesion. 

I hated him eversince he started to yell n used his violence on  me.

i never even bother to help him out whenever he aske me to. 

and when i got to know that he still gave me jobs even though i treated him like shit, i was like 'stoned' n somehow guilty. 

i cried. 

here i wish him all the best in this rehabilitation programme,  hope to see him very soon as a 'new' person .

i will miss you.