pictures

ok, i m posting up some of my 'behind the scene' picture here. teeheee

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so black

love

5 years

normal. not excited, not happy, not sad, 

i m blind. i cant see future, not even tomorrow...

love

i wanna be happy too

tired

done with shoots. i m tired. 

i m so classic

i love classic

i wanna 'DISAPPEAR - Mazzy Star"

Director / Cameraman : Mike Costanza

I love love love to disappear myself once a while.

this is so annoying

i have no interest about u n your background unless if i really aske. or else please shut up.

so easy to catch ur fake conversation.

.............

wanna cut my hair

wanna cut my hair ! wanna cut my hair ! wanna cut my hair ! 

this is the flashback

Just got back from a launch party. I wanted to share this out, where one of the oldskool electro ( Freeform Five - No more Conversation (Mylo Remix) played by my boyfriend gave me a real good flashback of my days 4 years back. The lab, ibook G4, suzuki jimny, kancil 7003, first BKK trip, vintage, long hair, TAG, my gay friends,fridays, bundles, B.U, motorola, dress to the max, where somebody was nobody yet, bakkutteh, drugs, sms, fried burung.

I love you. :)

this is - how bad i was before (in a way)

i wasnt good last few days. a friend of mine, was arrested due to drug possesion. 

I hated him eversince he started to yell n used his violence on  me.

i never even bother to help him out whenever he aske me to. 

and when i got to know that he still gave me jobs even though i treated him like shit, i was like 'stoned' n somehow guilty. 

i cried. 

here i wish him all the best in this rehabilitation programme,  hope to see him very soon as a 'new' person .

i will miss you.

this is - i don't know

this is - bad weather

Let the rain kiss you.  Let the rain beat upon your head with silver liquid drops.  Let the rain sing you a lullaby. 

this is - funny bag from chanel

chanel fall2010 - ice age collection

 to be frank, i don like this bag.

this is - how she walked away

vintage dr martens, vintage skirt, xu's place

this is - olga the model

while they were busy posing for the camera, i made fun of her 

this is - glitters and fame

i have in mind to do something glittery. thanks to JEM and the holograms, my childhood rock chic for that inspiration..

this is - dont know why but i like it

this is the time for a change. nothing is too late.